A so called ‘empath’ she made out, a ‘spiritual warrior’ “Love, love, love” she said “we’re all connected” she said
I appreciate it’s hard for you to get away but can’t you say you need to get petrol and then we can at least speak? If you’re being supervised and surveilled and having tabs on you and your life controlled by someone else, is that what you want? My parents marriage was so bad it made me not want to get married. Other than that, marriage holds zero appeal for me. I would like to at least speak to you before I leave the country. OMFG. This extremely poor excuse for a friend had trust, friendship, sisterhood, sympathy, empathy, inclusion, love – you name it from me. She went to a station concourse once, where a piano is available for anyone to play on – she was ‘playing’ when jovens Cazaque senhoras a chap asked her if he could have a go, and she called him a C**T for the fact he was a virtuoso of a piano player!
.. The bitch said she’d saved her friend’s life – took her in and then also her friend’s (supposed) abusive husband too – she charged rent mind you, but “saved her friend’s life” – fast forward the same friend has a newborn baby and is no doubt suffering at the time from either post natal depression or perhaps worse, ‘postpartum’ depression – her friend she said she ‘saved’ – was on the toilet, on FB. She said after I suggested she reach out to the friend with newborn she ‘saved’ ” Oh no, I’m not doing that – she’s just looking for attention” – What a pal and a saviour this bit*Ch is – I can tell you… During lockdown – she bemoaned her sister in LA “parading her children in front of her on Zoom” these kids are her nieces and nephews – mind you, she is childless and desperate, and without a partner, a biological tick, ticking.
But her REPEAT ” I”m beautiful, sexy, intelligent, adored, admired, longed for, fantasised over” – oh “why not me, why don’t I have a man, baby” “My LOVE KARMA” ALL the TIME she moaned about this
She always told me about men she was interested in – they were ALL partnered. These people are from the gutter. DEVASTATING…he could do that to me, when he KNEW how my relationship was with my mum before her dementia, never mind after having to get involved from a massive place of sadness, depression, anger, and compassion all rolled into one. I LISTENED to this “POOR ME”-so did MY HUSBAND – Felt sorry for her he said, yeah just a little bit too sorry. A bit. Stress? A LOT, A TRAITOR as SNAKE in the TRIBE – for SURE!
A friend of mine, his or our marriage – nah – only about HER – oh yeah she was stressed and sad, she had sad and stressful stuff going on when a mutual female friend of us said to her she had hurt me deeply and was considering “exploring” with my husband, although “not behind my back” she said – she told him “I didn’t f*** you because of my relationship (with me) and now she is squishing me underfoot! And she didn’t like it, not being ‘included’ any more , though we’d be friends forever, before we told her without emotion “Neither of us want contact with you, it was a big mistake to ever get involved with you” – that should have been the case immediately after discovery or confession from my husband – I called her a C*nT several times, as well as many other things during conversation with my husband after discovery and he said “every time you call her that I think I’m one too” – he was right, partially.
